Red and Blue

Maybe i'm not that pretty,
Maybe i'm not that classy,
I don't need your pity,
It only makes me feel uneasy.

I can give you what you want, 
I can be the perfect woman your heart desires,
But have you ever wondered about what i want,
About what my heart desires?

Love is never easy,
And hatred is always comforting,
Go and get yourself busy,
For crying doesn't seem fitting.

I know it's not fair to judge a book by its cover,
I know it's not right to hide behind walls,
But all these lies make it hard for me to jump over,
Be under cover and become untouchable so i shall.

Believe me when i say i fall for you,
For it's not easy to be someone who i look for, 
Break me until my heart becomes blue,
Then i start walking and look no more.

Forever deciding between red and blue,
For once someone told me without hurt i won't learn,
Until one day i found love that's true,
It will be either to hate or to yearn.